follow up on the reading fifty shades of grey … (to be posted)

thoughts in the meanwhile:

and if you meet someone who loves you as much as i do, a word of advice; don’t let her go. yes, she’s going to make her fair share of mistakes, but who doesn’t? i guaranteed you though, she will put your happiness before hers and i know that as long as you learn to understand and give time for consideration, you will start to do the same. 

what we didn’t have was time (and a lot of other things to succeed), but i hope that the two of us don’t lose, that we don’t lose to the past, to our actions, and most importantly, to ourselves. 

i use to long for someone i love, but now, i want to long for someone who longs to love me. i’ve learned to appreciate those people and i think i’d end up more blissful, more easy, more simple. and maybe, just maybe, more happy in a way i never thought i could be. 

you instantaneously made me happy lodve, and that’s something that is special in my dear heart, which only occurs minimally in a lifetime and is short-lived.